Explaining my Thoughts

Ok, so I was thinking about what I just wrote – about the thought that maybe I’d bit off more than I could chew by having all of our boys so close together, and I just wanted to clarify. I don’t feel like I can’t handle all the boys or anything, and I love them all to death, of course. I’ve just been feeling like I’ve got all these different things on my continuous ‘to do list’ that I’d like to get done, and after I get done with all the daily stuff that has to be done, and the things that I need to do here and there, I don’t have a lot of extra time to spend on those things I’d like to do – so rather than getting one project finished and feeling like I did a really good job on it, I’m getting just bits and pieces of each thing done here and there, and nothing really done to my satisfaction. But those are just the ‘extra’ things – like my genealogy, organizing the family photos, editing family videos so the kids can actually watch them instead of just saving them on the computer somewhere, etc. I know, I just need to figure out a way to balance everything, and to cut out the unimportant things, (but, really, it’s easy to cut out the unimportant things – the hard thing is to try to decide which of the ‘important’ things is less important and can go without doing). Anyways, I’m just going on and on. It’d probably be more wise to spend less time writing about this, and instead use this time to go cut Kolby’s hair, so I can check one more of those things that needs to be done off of my ‘to do list’ so I can be that much closer to finding a free minute to do some of the stuff that doesn’t have to be done.